New Start For New Person

its been awhile since i updated my blog.......this blog of mine have been filled with "TO HUN" for some time already........sry guys who keep viewing my blog for updates

in the period of my absents i have gone through allot of wonderfull things in my life the most wonderfull thing that happend to me is i got a girl friend her name is Eishan........ever since i met her and started chasing her and being with her my life have been filled with everlasting joy althought we meet some disagreement some times and went through "COLD WAR" allot but i still love her from the bottom of my heart......

To me Eishan is every thing......she is the girl in my dreams.......and the only girl that i ever felt that i want to be with her.......looking at her smiles makes me smile with no reason like a "siao kia".......being with her makes me feel alive and being loved and not siting in a cyber cafe playing games all day long.......she turned my world around and made me a normal human again.......this year is the 1st year i ever celebrated a birthday with a girl friend......i will never forget the day 6th Febuary 2009 where she did all those things for me and gave me every thing.......this day will be carved in to my heart and keept there forever........

Happyness comes and goes i broke up with her 2 weeks ago and i m still in the gloomy sad mood.......i wonder why she wants to break up with me......and i wonder is it me who is the one doing all the wrong stuffs.........life is fill with unknowns........i never thought we will break up for real cause we have been breaking up for afew times already and we ended up together again......but this time i think its diffrent cause i heard this from her "my feelings for you have fainted to nothing already " that is a very strong word for me........fainted to nothing.......mayb this is the way my life should be......and mayb this is faith........for me to meet a girl of my dreams and being with her is kinda mircal to me.......but this mircal didnt last long .......

This is what i wanted to tell you Eishan.......
Even thought we've been together for only 9 month but this 9 month is the best time i ever had in my 21 years of life.... i know your have your own reason for breaking up with me but i still dont want to give up on you as u did for me many times before i still love you and i will continew to love you till the every end......althought its kinda hard for me to not beable to talk to you and being with you like before but i will keep my spirits high look forward and continew my life alone for the times being.......what i wanted to tell you is that i will still be waiting for you if you ever feel that you want to be together with me again.......i will for sure miss the happy times when i m being with you and your familly members...... thanks for all the love and care for me when i am with you i understand that you don't have time for me when we are together because of your tight schedual but its fine with me honestly......because you are every thing to me......you told me one of the reason for breaking up with me is you don't have the time to care for me and being with me........that for me is nothing close compare with living with out you........i rather living in sadness rather then living in lonelyness........

~~~~~~GOOD BYE MY LOVE MAY WE BE TOGETHER AGAIN SOME TIME IN THE FUTURE WHEN YOU FEEL THE TIME IS RIGHT~~~~~~~

~~~~~I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER EISHAN~~~~~~

BORING DAY!!!!!!

Its another boring day at work for me and guess what ?? i have to watch after 150 computers in a shop and there is no 1 to serve hahahahah that makes my job more easy and more boring, if there are some coustomers atlest i have some thing to do other then siting infront of a computer doing nothing.................alothough i can play games but i have been playing games for about 2 weeks already and now i m bored of playing games............. i hope there will be more ppl coming in so that i can at least do some work.

I GOT AWARDED -____-

SCHMOOZE what is that -____-
I had the POWER OF SCHMOOZE!!! hmm.. but i don't realy know what is a schmoozer.. whateverlar! I would like to thank to Ha'o Ha'o because I was awarded by him..

THANK YOU!!!

You’re eligible for this award is due to your natural ability to converse casually, especially in order to gain an advantage or make a social connection. You effortlessly weave your way in and out of the blogosphere, leaving friendly trails and smiles, happily making new friends along the way.
You don’t limit your visits to only the rich and successful, but spend some time to say hello to new blogs as well. You are the ones who engage others in meaningful conversations, refusing to let it end at a mere hello - all the while fostering a sense of closeness and friendship. All in all, you’re a Good Schmoozer!!Can I exchange it with cash?
It’s not exchangeable with cash and no trophy either! Congrats! you truly deserve it! And thanks to my dear friends! So wait no more, now it’s your turn to award 5 other bloggers with the Power of Schmooze Award! Let’s rock the blogosphere!!!The next 5 bloggers who will be awarded are..................
1. Chee Hsien
2. Cedric
3. Benjipapa
4. Baby D
5. Angeline

Long Time No Update

Its been a LONG TIME since i updated my blog and i m very sorry about that recently i have been abit buzy with my work and since i m working morning shift today and guess what ?? the whole shop is empty hahaha and i have nothing to do other then online and UPDATE MY BLOG since i m so free today i decided to up date haha



ps : i will update ha'o ha'o's tag in the next update sry about that ha'o ha'o

Wheel of Fortune !!!!!!

i dont realy know what this is but i just gave it a try when i found it at Angeline's blog i cant understand what it is telling me but from what i can see its a good card ^^

You are The Wheel of Fortune

Good fortune and happiness but sometimes a species of
intoxication with success

The Wheel of Fortune is all about big things, luck, change, fortune. Almost always good fortune. You are lucky in all things that you do and happy with the things that come to you. Be careful that success does not go to your head however. Sometimes luck can change.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

Memorys From NS

Last nite i suddenly received a mail from my friend Jason who i met at the National Service Camp which i was in last year April. He send me some pictures that he took then for me as i was asking him for more then a year already ^^"


this is the picture we took when we are attending the buddah class which some of the missionaries came to my camp to have some talks a try to educate us about buddah and they even took us out for some events that is very meaning full for them. The best part is it is all FOC haha just joking but its still FOC.



see the big n tall guy ?? thats me so easy to notice :D those with normal cloths are our teachers that came to teach us every Friday and Thursday they are so nice to us and dam caring, they even brought us herbal tea, books, and even some beads that they went to ask from the monks, at first i was no interested in any that they are talking about cause i don even know a thing that they are talking about because they don know how to translate the Chinese words in to English but i can see it from their actions that they really tried to make us which don know Chinese well to understand what they are telling us. I have learn allot from them and i m very great full of them because they took care each of us like their own child they gave us advice and even brought medicen for us when some of us are sick.


we took this photo when we won the overall champion see how happy we are and yet some of the peoples say that National Service is torture. I have allot of fun then and made allot of friend from all races.


This picture i took after a competition with some girls :) and guess what the 1 with the yellow collar shirt girl even went to a beauty contest during the camp win or not i don noe la but dam geng le go for beauty contest during National Service Wohooo~~~~~


This is a photo of some half naked guys posting after going through 4 hours of non stop fizikal training notice the dark head n white body ?? that is the result of standing under the sun for countless hours undergoing training.

heres some of the other pictures.......


1 tall guy with 3 leng lui :D..........


she is actually a Chinese just purposely put a dot on the forehead and wear Indian cloth to look like an Indian :D


these are my CB teachers not cibai but character building they are all very nice..........


Nah chang.. chang... chang....chang.......the one trainer that have my highest respect she is the one and only female trainer in my camp and she is a Chinese some more how many girls are willing to be a solder ?? and group up with a bunch of guys to train National Service people and she is also a very nice person if u get to noe her but........... just don make her angry u will regret it dearly.........listen to the 1 who seen it b4 ^^"


more leng lui and this is the end.........


Althought it was abit tough at the beginning but it ended up smooth at the end. For our final nite i even shed tears when thinking of leaving the camp and the friends that we sleep,training,eat and even bath together. I felt kinda sad then but i will remember that experience for the rest of my life, its kinda weard but i felt happy going to the camp.

Friends Forever~~~~

A friend is like a flower, a rose to be exact,
Or maybe like a brand new gate that never comes unlatched.

A friend is like an owl, both beautiful and wise.

Or perhaps a friend is like a ghost, whose spirit never dies.

A friend is like a heart that goes strong until the end.
Where would we be in this world if we didn't have a friend.
Friends at school Are big and small.
Friends at school Are best of all!

For the past few years i have made some very good friends from school that are still my best untill now even though we left school for 2 + years already but we still are hanging out together and this is my GANG!!!!!

Thanks to Mr. Chee Hsien this picture of us is born i really appreciate them for being my friends they help me allot and teached me even more,


This is my class mates from 5 sains 2 Friends Forever !!!!!!!



All Red for the nite and my eye are closed already = ="this is some things that i came up with for my friends.

A quick glance, a tender smile
I am caught in a spell
A gentle touch, a warm embrace
I know that all to well
A soft voice, an unspoken love
Across the way I see
A kind face, an inner beauty
That's what you are to me

Written with a pen

Sealed with a kiss

If you are my friend,

Please answer this:

Are we friends or are we not?

You told me once, but I forgot.

So tell me now and tell me true,

So I can say, I am here for you.

You're the one I won't forget.

And if I die before you do,

I'll go to Heaven

And wait for you.